23092011
So I forgot
what I was about to type because I read everything above and thought: wow, I
can never outwrite myself. :D anyhooo during that day when we had our test for
MGT 162, I came down late so I used the middle staircase to go down. Ika and Ju
were already waiting so I was just going down when suddenly Bam! Someone from
the 4th floor (iffa n nora’s floor) came out to go down as well.
Then she started having this chat with me. It goes like this:
Girl: Hey,
got class? (I was wearing proper attire.)
Me: Uhh…no.
I’ve got…uhh…umm…test. (I was taken aback cuz she actually talked to me. And I was in a rush too so I had this ‘why is
she talking to me now?!’ reaction.)
Girl: Oh.
Where are you from?
Me: Miri.
You?
Girl: Me
too. Where did you live? (She shook my hand. Like what?? Is it necessary?? )
Me: Umm,
Bumiko. Near Hilltop. You?
Girl: Oh.
I’m from Piasau. Where did you go to school?
Me: Umm, St
Co. St Columba.
Girl: Oh!
Did you know Afiq? Afiq Bazli?
Me: (heart
thumping really fast) Yeah. Yeah I knew him. Why?
Girl: He
was a friend of mine. I heard he had a girlfriend before, but now he doesn’t
anymore… (blablabla how did she know this stuff?! My mind was already
spinning.)
Me: Oh. Really.
Huh. (Face: indifferent; Heart, mind and soul: GAHHHHHHHHH! WHAAAAAAAAAT?!)
Girl: Well,
see you around. Bye. (Or did she say good luck? I don’t remember anything after
that.)
Me:
(stumped.)
So you see,
of all the people on that fourth floor, does it have to be her who walked with
me downstairs? Of all the people in Miri, why does she have to be the one who I
meet in UiTM, in hostel? Of all the people in St Co, did she have to ask about
HIM? I had this freakishly dumb idea of “oh maybe this is a sign” moment for a
while. But then I had test so I let go of the subject. And of course I told Ju
and Ika. They don’t understand my situation though, so it was like I was
sharing my frustration (or something like that) with a squirrel. I don’t know
why I picked squirrel but I picked it okay. So what. :P and tomorrow’s 102
final exam which is pretty intimidating. So I got to go study. Bubye. J <3
p/s: I
threw the papers that I wrote about him and I together into the trash! RESULT.
23092011
It’s yours by J Holiday. #nowplaying
I have
solved the mystery of the girl. Turns out, the girl who liked Afiq in tuition
last year when we were together, IS THE SAME GIRL THAT I TALKED TO AT THE
STAIRS! (refer above.) I knew about this when I told Iffa. She said, don’t you
feel weird bout that? And I said no. then Nora said, “oh yeah, forgot to tell
you. The girl who liked Afiq is here, in uitm, in this block. Met her when we
were doing our laundry.” I assume Nora heard my conversation with Iffa cuz she
said the girl asked the same stuff to her (“do you know Afiq Bazli?”) so I
looked at Iffa and said “that’s her?! It must be! Gah!” (well I didn’t really
say that. That was an exaggeration. I just said “that must be her.”) so that’s
how I figured it out. I don’t think she knows me though. I really don’t know
what to do about it but I did go and look for her room just now with no result
(sorry Georgia Nicholson). It’s not like I want to pounce on her or anything
but I just wanted to know her name and her face so I can identify her next
time. *evil chuckle* haha. Just kidding. If you asked me a few months ago, I’d
be all “this girl will get a taste of my fist.” Or something. But now, I don’t
really feel anything. For now. I always jinx it when I say I’m over him so for
now, I’m quite okay with it. I’m sure when I see him again I’d be all “GAHHHHHHH!”
so for now I’m not saying I have completely forgotten him nor am I saying I am
completely still 24-7 thinking about him. No sir. I’m quite ready to move out
from my cocoon filled with Bazli’s leftovers. Haha. :P hope I don’t jinx this.
I’m feeling less for him. That should be good. It’s about time anyway. So I got
to go study. This time for real. Bye! J
p/s: I did
not study after the last post. That was a total lie.
24092011
I did not
really study after last post either. More of a combination like:
study-movie-movie-movie-study study-study-study-study-dance-study-study-sleep.
Haha~ but I managed to get through 102 though. Surprisingly enough. I did all
them past year and it freakin worked. I don’t have anything to type anyway so
bye!
26092011
Mgt was not
that good. Forgot to finish one question. CARELESS! Sapa suroh want to finish
early. You can just stand it bah. Aiyerrrr. Today spent about rm 22.60 on food.
Gah! I gotta stop spending like seriously. And stop eating. Haha. Oh yeah. I
just remembered that one time when Cyrus Wong said was I close with Andrea Chew
cuz I speak English like her, which was with a slightly British/Australian
accent. I said no. but did I really sound like that? I should get it back. I
should get my own personal accent back! Even madam Mag said have I ever taken
course in British English once because I had the accent. Ugh. I wish I have it
back. Nowadays I’m speaking American mostly, and it’s not good because not many
people understand it. One more week then
it’s off to Miri. Yeay! So tata~ wana watch movie. J
30092011
I can’t go
online cuz my credit has expired. Blergh. So boring. I can’t update my status
bah. I have a lot to say rite now. Gahhhh. Seriously I need to study. I’m
behind actually. Anyway did you hear? I DIDN’T GET HOSTEL. Okay maybe it’s my
fault too but give la kesian ckit. Ish. I don’t have mood to go to sem 2 now.
Ugh. Dah la. Not much to story2. Bye.
current: yep. went a little crazy during finals. hoho~
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