i bet it sucks to be you right now.

so i unfriended him cuz it was too distracting. it is the first step to forgetting him anyway. i dont want to torture myself further. and i consoled myself with two songs.
one: BEST THING I NEVER HAD- BEYONCE for finally taking the step to forgetting him.
two: SKYSCRAPER- DEMI LOVATO for consoling myself cuz lately so many people belittle me.
i feel a little bit depressed right now. bcuz my supposedly best friends in the same campus are distant, and then some other friend belittle me and thnks im a kid that dont know anything. well sorry i dont know about nightlife or whatever. im trynna be good. dont tell me im a kid cuz im not. i thnk im much more mature than you are. im sorry but i dont like being downgraded like that. maybe you mean it like a joke but i took it to the heart. im sensitive these days. like really overly sensitive. about the dude, well he's pretty much history. it's time to move on. :) wish me luck.

I used to want you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now
So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
-BEST THING I NEVER HAD-

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like i'm made of glass
Like i'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
-SKYSCRAPER- 

try and listen to them songs and tell me what you think of it kay? 

smiles :)

 p/s: happy fasting!