i miss my dear family.

i watched my sister's keeper again yesterday. i just like watching stuff over and over again. i cried watching a few parts of the movie. some of it really touched my heart.
one of it was the 'going to prom' scene where they were taking loads of pictures and the dad was at the side and just watching them. Kate notices and mouthed 'hey' to her dad, dad mouthed 'hey' back. then Kate goes up to her dad and asks "DO I LOOK PRETTY DADDY?" and then the dad was like surprised that she needed to ask him that question. it made me cry because i imagined myself saying that to my daddy. i really miss him and the rest of the family as well. watching my sister's keeper kind of reminded me what it felt like to be home. to be with the ones you love. to be loved. :'(

next scene is where Jesse tells the real reason why Anna's asking for medical emancipation. It was because Kate wanted to die and that she's ready. it was really heartbreaking that he wants to do something to stop her sister dying eventhough she evidently made Anna and Jesse promise not to tell. Jesse loves her sister, Kate eventhough he was the one who needed attention as well. He was dyslexic or something. shows that they have such a tight bond despite everything that they've been through.

i miss my siblings so much. i miss teasing them all the time. i want to go home. huhu.
the last part i love is the part where they come in to the hospital ward visiting Kate, everyone telling her to get well and stay strong, and then when Jesse knelt down beside her she said "you let the cat out of the bag you naughty boy," despite her looking really bad with bruises all over her face. then Anna climbed onto the bed and said "I'm sorry" and she was all like "it's okay" and not mad at all at either of them. it's so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttttttttt.
this movie really moved me to tears. i miss my family so much. :'(

mommy, please call me, I MISS YOU.