University life.

it's EXHAUSTING. it's not as great as it seems dear younger teenagers who wish to go out of their small hometown. you'd have to deal with homesick syndrome, never-enough pocket money and the piling assignments and homeworks. IT ALL DEPENDS ON YOU. you and you alone.
the reason I'm complaining is because my assignments are piling up and home works are stacking pretty quickly. now i realize just how short a semester can be. it is NOT 6 months people. it's less than that. for those of you who have been snailing all your life, you have to pick up your pace here. You'd have to sprint even though you can't, you'd have to pretend that you're okay even though you're not and you just have to put up with annoying people who might like to prank you.
yes, people prank you. i dont know how they got my number but this person sure is annoying. dont play with me cuz i just might call the police if you dont tell me who u are soon. YOU SHOULD WATCH OUT.
i really hate being pranked, okay. it gives me low self esteem and i am already suffering enough so please STOP if you are one of those kinds of people. seriously, you might be driving them crazy or even encouraging them to suicidal thinking.
see how serious this is? haha. now, in universities there are perks too. you just gotta know the boundaries though.
like my cousin told me : just be careful k.
and I'm not even sure what she means by that. :P

santai seni

for those of you who dont know what 'santai seni' means, it means relaxed art or something like that. heee. so im here at this u-floor where it's held, and i cant hear one thing the bands are performing except for a few. im here bcuz of my group homework but malaysians call what im doing by "sambil menyelam minum air" which is sort of like you do something and do something else. google it for further understanding. haha,
so, the second last performance was awesome. i liked it. like REALLY liked it. the video above is the performance, if you can hear it. its a love song i guess. i really dig guitar relax love songs nowadays. i still dig RnB though, dont get me wrong. my experience has been fun. pffft. not really. just wait till i join santai seni. *winks*

here we go.

so this morning i was thinking that my life can never be too interesting to tell through a blog and i keep wanting a more interesting life, and i think i got my wish. get this :
MY GRANDPA WANTS TO REMARRY.
the whole problem with this statement is that he's still married to my grandma and she's kind of not well right now, considering she has diabetes. it's kind of cruel, you know.
i dont really care about this because my grandpa's not that nice of a person so i just shrug it off. the more interesting part of this piece of news is that my mum and her youngest sister is fighting for my grandparent's house to the rights of my grandma. why do i think this is exciting?
well, im really sort of interested with law and acts and rights and all that but i never had any confidence to do so. i wanted to take law but my results, mehhhhhhh. hahaha.
anyway i really want to go home and get a piece of this court action like preparing for court and the case and having a discussion with the lawyer and getting hyped up about who's gonna win the case. i feel like i'm missing something important here.
i should be sad or upset about this but im not. i think positive. i see the silver lining of a cloud. i embrace the symbol +. so like i said, this is like a tragedy but i dont think it is. i think of it more like a huge opportunity to have a look into a lawyer's career. since i am 18 (almost.), i feel like im closer to adult's world than ever.


before i start blabbing about boring posts again, i should stop here. im in university right now and i need every scoop i can get of this case. this whole thing is just shitty(mind my language).

so dear grandfather, you are an a**.